looks good on paper (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} bakelite) wrote,@ 2008-01-27 19:20:00 |
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Remind me that if I ever decide to have another kid, not to have it in the winter. I am going absolutely stir crazy and would die to take her on a walk. Plus francois has gone back to work, so weekdays are loooong and lonely. I didn't realize how good I had it until he was gone. Eventually I'm sure I'll feel ok taking her to the store or something, but right now she barely even fits in her carseat. I miss m friends and wish people would visit me.
I'm already freaked out about the idea of going back to work. Yael is so dependent on me...I went to the hair salon and felt wrong the entire time I was gone. Again I am lucky in that francois will be quitting his job to stay with her. But still. I think of all the women forced back into the workplace with six week olds and it just devastates me.
I'm already freaked out about the idea of going back to work. Yael is so dependent on me...I went to the hair salon and felt wrong the entire time I was gone. Again I am lucky in that francois will be quitting his job to stay with her. But still. I think of all the women forced back into the workplace with six week olds and it just devastates me.
