looks good on paper (bakelite) wrote,
looks good on paper

a tres bientot

I go to Paris morning for work. I guess it makes me feel special and cool to go on trips, meet people, impress them or whatever. It feels fake, I can't believe people believe me in this role. Tomorrow I am meeting people I talk to every day on the phone, and I want so badly to be myself. I do what I have to, the best I know how. Eventually I will probably be a manager, and be able to properly support my family.

I miss my dulcimer, a lot. I am thinking about dragging out the old, cracked one....i need to do something. i am antsy, i don't have friends anymore.
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